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Subfile A4: “Christmas With James Dean”
Rates of vandalism, inspired by the revived James Dean cult, soared. His manner of slouching, dressing, talking, and being a rebel without a cause became the rage and the norm for everyone under twenty five. What they could not have guessed, in copying his look and behavior, was the real James Dean. The production helped make that happen, bringing the reality home to them in a way they had not anticipated.
famed rebel without cause;
what wouldn’t break or bend,
you just hated what was?
a superstar, but I have to
wonder where you are;
is it heaven? Is it hell?
The sadness in your eye--
it’s not hard to tell...
it’s not hard to tell.
You had no reason or solution;
you took your stand on
cocky irresolution;
“Don’t tell me the way I gotta
go; it’s my life and how I
live it, don’t ya know?”
Don’t wanna live, don’t wanna
die; don’t wanna change,
don’t wanna try.
So you hung out on the scene,
just like on the screen;
three flicks, you’re a legend,
time may break, time may bend.
Life, for you, seemed fatally flawed,
so you took the fast lane
in your little red hot rod;
millions of fans have followed
your walk; copied the guy, the most cool on the block.
Your sensitive, hurting,
passionate stance--
you set the stage and the
way they dance;
wear rumpled clothes,
stick your thumbs out;
don’t comb your hair,
but hang head and pout.
In a split second crash your
gig was cut short,
and the result is you’ll stand
in God’s Supreme Court;
will He declare, “Innocent,
charges dismissed by my
Son!”?
Or will it be
dreadful “Guilty, begone!”?
Icon still, forty years since you
died; but over your shrine
stands the One crucified;
I wonder what thoughts go
through HIS head;
are they words, are they cries,
the last that you said?
One moment you’re here and
drawing a breath;
then fatal collision, an
“untimely” death;
it happens so fast, there’s no
time to pout;
The impact has thrown you
beyond your own shout.
James Dean, you’re no
different, you’re just like
all us; our ticket’s paid, but
will we board the bus?
There is only one way to
escape a “Too late!”:
settle now, settle now,
on this side Death’s gate!
The lesson, needing to be learned, was, nevertheless, very hard for those who survived and who were so young. Rebels without causes were, after that, were no longer viewed without qualificaion or so avidly. The whole youth culture was shaken to the core as they viewed, in person and on wide screen in the home or school, the havoc in the lives of people caught in the transit tube disaster.
Some were so affected, in fact, they began crossing the lines, from secular-humanist-mechanist to the religious side of the colony. This should not have amazed the secular side, but it did. They really had nothing any more to offer grieving, bewildered, meaning-seeking youth--and the grief propelled them to answers--any answers. The secularists--they could only ask questions. They were good at that--but there comes a time when questions will no longer do someone who needs to anchor himself, or else he sink and drown. For drowning, sinking youth, who really wanted to find the “Crucified One” the Sulkowsky archive identified, there was no putting them off any longer. It is unfortunate the religious half of AC had only “Ultimate Reality” and a “Supreme Being” to give them. But at least it was a start, and anything was, for practical-minded, troubled youth, better than the mechanist parents’s smug nothing--a sucking vacuum, a Black Hole that drained the light from life and the blood from their veins, because without realizing it their parents, so well-meaning, so educated, so prepared with the right things to say, robbed them of the very reason for living and doing anything at all.
Ah, where is Ricky Nelson and his garden party hurt feelings, and Ono Yoko Lemmon's hired walrus? and Howard Hughes and his Hollywood tool company and line of starlets?
And where are Ozzie and Hariet and their sweet Darwinian, Eisenhower-era smiles, atheistic shirt in cuffs and pull-over sweater, and nice little intramural basketball team today? Is that all there really is? Come on, be real! Ricky, where are you? Where exactly did you go after that plane crash with your band? Did that spoil your garden party? Answer the A-C's last generation--truly, GenX! They really wanna know.